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| a post during SPM i'm writing this bcs i really need to express my words here
today is sunday 12.48 am while i am writing this. life supposed to be hard and yep it happens to me now. started from the early of 2014 until now.. November of 2014 i can tell that too many things happened and yes it depressing me until now. all of my problems included as well family friends and also my academics. some people would prefer to write their problems thru twitter or facebok. but for me, this blog is the only thing i can hang on. i do not want to tell my problems yet i want to tell how i feel right now. after all those heartbreaking incident happened i felt so so give up with my own life. but do not worry because i still have ALLAH SWT to be with. Allah swt is the greatest.
actually i do feel sad about how they treat me all this while. i am the youngest but i do not feel like they pampered me so much. i live in y-generations where everything is starts with one click in internet. when they know something bad happened to me they will be mad instead of discuss the problems. i never being regret yet i am so sad. but to be honest i am still looking the a best friend that i can count with. to the rest,they are the best and i wont complain much. they re my sweethearts. i do missing something.
PASSIONATE
yep. thats it. i think the last time when im too immersed in something when i were in standard 6. i am not talking bout fandom or hobbies. im talking bout so many random things. and i can tell you its choices of our own life. i really missed when the time i felt so happy and do not think 2 or 3 tons of probs when i feel happy. just like now, i am not denying that the face of my happiness is kind of fake that people want to see. i was honest in all of my friendships bcs i never complaint but its me, i do not find my eternity of happiness in myself even i am being alone. nah i am so confused tho with my own words. and thats all for todayyyy! byeeeee
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